Get Off My Back

You irritate me
You're so annoying
You don't know how you make me feel
Whenever you're around

I can't stand it any longer
No matter what you do
Can't you see that what you're doing
Isn't any good since way before

Do you know the pain that you've caused
Is not so easy
To erase from this thing called memory
It hurts so much cos it fades too slowly

Don't you get it now
That you irritate me
And annoy me
Whenever you're around

So get off my back...

written by Renee @ 2009

Tell Me

Please tell me, what's on your mind
What is it that you just can't decide
The person that you long to seek
Is it real or is it just a myth

Please tell me, what does your heart say
What is it that makes you pray
Who is it that stole your heart away
So many years til this very day

Please tell me, what I need to know
Is there still hope
Or you'd prefer to be alone
So tell me please, I want to know

written by Renee @ 2009

Lonely Days

I hate it when you need to leave
You don't say a word nor give a hint
As the days go by and you're nowhere to be seen
I wonder whether do you ever think of me

Lonely days ain't just like any sad days
Without you, time passes just slower that way
I would give just about anything away
To have you back near me once again

Each & every day without you
I wouldn't know what else to do
I wished the feeling would just go away
But the tears just came & stayed that way

It's just isn't the same without you
Not knowing what else is real
Until the day you'd tell me how you feel
Wishing you were here with me

Not wanting to spend
Another lonely day without you
Today...

written by Renee @ 2009

How Would Life Be

I wonder how life would be
To be with you in your time of need
Will I be strong enough to stand by you
To support you whenever you need

I wonder how life would be
To be with you when you feel down
Will I have enough of laughters
To spread the happiness and rid your frown

I wonder how life would be
To be with you in times of crisis
Will I have enough of love & care
To shower you with it and lift your spirits

I wonder how life would be
To be with you when you need me
I wonder oh wonder
Do you need me as much as I want to be

What life should be...

written by Renee @ 2009

Longing To Hear

When you first called me
We had so many things to say
The night seemed so endless
I wished it'd stayed that way

We could talk almost about anything
How we were and what we'll be
We shared some secrets, dreams & even fantasies
How I'd wish it just kept going

One day as you went away
Time passed by slower & longer each day
How I'd wish you'd come back today
And share with me again about your everyday

That longing to hear your voice again
The voice that gave me hope and courage
Ease my pain and sorrows of yesterdays
How I wished you'd called me back again

Call me again...

written by Renee @ 2009

I Thought

I thought I knew
How life should be
How wrong was I
When you showed it to me

I thought that love
Would be sweet and simple
How wrong was I
When all there is are riddles

It's sometimes so frustrating
I don't know what else to do
This feelings inside of me
Keeps coming back for you

No matter where I turn to
You're almost always there
Never have I felt this way
The way love should have

I thought I've seen
Almost everything
But then you showed me more
About this life that we both live in

There's so much more to living
I thought that dreams
Would never come true
How wrong was I
After what we've been through

It's sometimes so frustrating
I don't know what else to do
This feelings inside of me
Keeps coming back for you

No matter where I turn to
You're almost always there
Never have I felt this way
The way love should have

written by Renee @ 2009

I Wonder

I don't know when it started
That I'd think about you all the time
You just seem to be right there
No matter when and how nor why

Every time you smile at me
It makes my heartbeat skip a beat
When I smile right back at you
Tell me, What does your heart tell you?

I wonder oh wonder
How real this all has been
Is it all just my imagination?
I wish there were some sort of connection

Every time you went away
It makes me wanna say
"I want to be with you"
But the words could never make its way

I wonder oh wonder
How much more that I can take
This mess we both got into
I wish we both could see it through

I don't know what it'll be like
But I'm willing to go far
To just be right there beside you
I put my trust & faith in you

Believing you.

written by Renee @ 2009