Longing To Hear

When you first called me
We had so many things to say
The night seemed so endless
I wished it'd stayed that way

We could talk almost about anything
How we were and what we'll be
We shared some secrets, dreams & even fantasies
How I'd wish it just kept going

One day as you went away
Time passed by slower & longer each day
How I'd wish you'd come back today
And share with me again about your everyday

That longing to hear your voice again
The voice that gave me hope and courage
Ease my pain and sorrows of yesterdays
How I wished you'd called me back again

Call me again...

written by Renee @ 2009

I Thought

I thought I knew
How life should be
How wrong was I
When you showed it to me

I thought that love
Would be sweet and simple
How wrong was I
When all there is are riddles

It's sometimes so frustrating
I don't know what else to do
This feelings inside of me
Keeps coming back for you

No matter where I turn to
You're almost always there
Never have I felt this way
The way love should have

I thought I've seen
Almost everything
But then you showed me more
About this life that we both live in

There's so much more to living
I thought that dreams
Would never come true
How wrong was I
After what we've been through

It's sometimes so frustrating
I don't know what else to do
This feelings inside of me
Keeps coming back for you

No matter where I turn to
You're almost always there
Never have I felt this way
The way love should have

written by Renee @ 2009

I Wonder

I don't know when it started
That I'd think about you all the time
You just seem to be right there
No matter when and how nor why

Every time you smile at me
It makes my heartbeat skip a beat
When I smile right back at you
Tell me, What does your heart tell you?

I wonder oh wonder
How real this all has been
Is it all just my imagination?
I wish there were some sort of connection

Every time you went away
It makes me wanna say
"I want to be with you"
But the words could never make its way

I wonder oh wonder
How much more that I can take
This mess we both got into
I wish we both could see it through

I don't know what it'll be like
But I'm willing to go far
To just be right there beside you
I put my trust & faith in you

Believing you.

written by Renee @ 2009